I finally approached her...
before ma heart was thumpin in speed,ma palms sweat cold,i choked ma own saliva
i could'nt bare to face maself infront of her
i made a mistake,its weeks ago,i dragged it,i regret
i should'nt have done it long ago,i was late,too late
but sumtin insibe me tells me never to let slip of hope,so uphold
i took a dare,i brace,i approach..
we chat a few lines,she seemed to be uneasy,i was keepin ma "cool"
i said ma appologies,and left her a gift
all i want is her friendship beck
i wished her smile,but i culd'nt expect more
i left wif heavy heart,i shuld'nt have said more
................................
a day in the past,in 2005,was the day i step into single hood
i was cheated,betrayed and fooled
i deserved better,but i was a devil maself
i noe ma place was written backwards,so i took the second wind
but it only lasted 18 days,i had a foolish reason
it was i culd never love anyone else as i culd love 'her'
so i left,a broken window behind wif a crack,selfishly made by me
i shuld'nt have known better,i was a jerk
..............................
a day in the past,in 2006,we were holdin through strong,very strong
it was our 3rd month together wif 'her'...
dat night i feared upon my past,dat she wuld leave me agaen
but she did'nt,she's still beside me den
i was glad,i still had her within my reach,it was great full
i was blessed,im still attached
...............................
a day in the past,in 2007,i was single,for utmost 3 months and counting
it was a different feeling,i was remorseful,i regret i left her
by now she already had a target on her,by den she was alrady attached wif another
i envied,i despised,i was furious
yett,ma feelings for 'her' never left,it was a scar too deep
and a scar was never meant to be,a regretful move of past dat haunts
before ma heart was thumpin in speed,ma palms sweat cold,i choked ma own saliva
i could'nt bare to face maself infront of her
i made a mistake,its weeks ago,i dragged it,i regret
i should'nt have done it long ago,i was late,too late
but sumtin insibe me tells me never to let slip of hope,so uphold
i took a dare,i brace,i approach..
we chat a few lines,she seemed to be uneasy,i was keepin ma "cool"
i said ma appologies,and left her a gift
all i want is her friendship beck
i wished her smile,but i culd'nt expect more
i left wif heavy heart,i shuld'nt have said more
................................
a day in the past,in 2005,was the day i step into single hood
i was cheated,betrayed and fooled
i deserved better,but i was a devil maself
i noe ma place was written backwards,so i took the second wind
but it only lasted 18 days,i had a foolish reason
it was i culd never love anyone else as i culd love 'her'
so i left,a broken window behind wif a crack,selfishly made by me
i shuld'nt have known better,i was a jerk
..............................
a day in the past,in 2006,we were holdin through strong,very strong
it was our 3rd month together wif 'her'...
dat night i feared upon my past,dat she wuld leave me agaen
but she did'nt,she's still beside me den
i was glad,i still had her within my reach,it was great full
i was blessed,im still attached
...............................
a day in the past,in 2007,i was single,for utmost 3 months and counting
it was a different feeling,i was remorseful,i regret i left her
by now she already had a target on her,by den she was alrady attached wif another
i envied,i despised,i was furious
yett,ma feelings for 'her' never left,it was a scar too deep
and a scar was never meant to be,a regretful move of past dat haunts
