What If i Want It Extraordinary

it was finally revealed to me
whom it was that wrote the message doesn't meant a thing
every word was sent out to many others as well
wtf,i'm freakin upset abt it seii
cmon uhh,wanna say such things can say only to one per
doesn't that makes it sound more 'special'...?
sheesh,such a bummer of me
and i could actually fret about it
like hell sia,and in my mind i was almost convinced
just for that moment,just for that night
!!!...'kesarkh'...!!!

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they say relationships wont last
they say love is lust
they argued that trust should be earned
they argued that responsibilities are just burden
they strive for long term memories
they strive for that one moment history
they blame each other for their wrongs
they blame themselves over guilt
what does it means to be in love
what does it means to define it
why does it seems so hard to treasure
why does it seems do difficult to cherish
who said that they weren't meant to be together
who said that they will never succeed
when will be the time when we realize it
when will it be a time when we foresee through
thus i wait as long as i will
thus shall it be till the day when i fell
as hard as i was threw
but then again i always said,"what if i want it extraordinary?"
and i await for the day of your arrival,even when i'm in grave